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Cory ga ude wo furutte, pasta wo tsukutte kuremashita.

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rehab ja konna atsu-atsu no dish nante, taberarenaishi.

soshite, chanto karada no koto kangaete,
yasaimo takusan iretekurete, spinach ga koremata oishii.

ueni ogyougi yoku naraberareta fresh no puri-puri scallops,
saiko- deshita.

"Don't ask the price!" tte iwareruto, yokei kininarundakedo...




soshite hisashiburi ni ryouri shitekureta cory..
ude, agatteru to kakushin shimashita :)
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ittekimashita-!!!!
4gatsu ni ticket wo totte kata, zutto tanoshimi ni shiteta.

Cirque du soleil KOOZA

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ikeru ka ikenai ka kanari shinpai shitemashita ga, ikemashita.
ippan seki no ticket deshita ga, joukyou wo setsumei suruto,
"wheelchair ok" no sheet ni henkou shitekurete,
shikamo ticket mo yasuku natte chotto LUCKY!?

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zenkai Toronto de mitatoki ni sukkari toriko ni narimashitaga,
konkai mo kitai wo uragirazu, tottemo tanoshii, suteki na show desita.

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owatta ato mo, futari de kandou. koufun shitemashita..

tashika mae nimo omottandana-

"I wish I could move like them..."

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August 1st 2am kara syujutsu ga hajimari,
nejireteita shouchou 30cm hodo to,
soreni makitsuteuta syuyou wo setujo.

byoushitsu ni hakobare, ichinichiju nemutta.
onaka no itami no okagede chikara ga hairazu
mata, kusuri no seide, memai de guruguru sh8te
jouge-sayu handan dekizu sarani guruguru...

masui no sei de nodo ga igaiga shite,
shitakumonainoni seki ga tomarazu, sonotabi ni
chikara ga kakari, onaka ga itamu..

chikara naku yokotawatteiru dake no suujitsu wo sugoshi,
demo soredemo juncho ni kaifuku shiteirurashiku,
syujutu go 4days de rehab center he okuri kaesareta.

ga, onaka no itami ga madamada tsuyoku,
rehab center ni modottemo, kekkyoku rehab jitai ha
saikai dekizu, sarani 5days netakiri no hibi.

kusuri no ryou ha fueru bakari.
hitotsu itami ga nakunattekita to omottara tsugi no itami.




watashi ni nani ga tarinakute, konna shiren wo ataeraretanoka.
watashi ni kokokara naniwo manabe to iwareteirunoka.

Cory said "this is a speed bump".
chotto slow down shite, yukkuri mae ni susumebaii to.

mainichi no seikatsu no nakade, nanika miotoshiteitamono ga attanoka.
mawari no mmono subete ni, kansha no kimochi ga tarinakattanoka.

korekara slow down shite, yukkuri na jikan no nagare no nakade
jikkuri to jibun to mukiaukoto ni narisou da.
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rehab center deno seikatsu ni nare, sukoshizutsu
junchou ni rehab mo susundeta.

haha ga kikoku go 2nichigo.

shoutou goro kara itsumo no fukutsu ga hajimatta.
jiko go, hajimete no kono fukutsu, jouji shiteita kusuri ga naku,
kangofu san ni itamidome wo seganda kedo
"riyuu ga wakaranai kara" to kyakka sareta.

yokuasa, itami ha hikitsuzuki, Dr. ga kite, ER he hakobareta.

hirugoro, youyaku itamidome wo moraukotogadeki, hitonemuri.

kensa no kekka, "twisted intestine" dato hanmei.

kinkyu syujutsu.
ichiban kirai na, hana kara i made irerareru tube ha
zenkai yori x4 no futosa...

Cory mo kyoukara full-time shift de, shigoto fukki dattanoni
watashi no sei de, byouin ni gyakumodori...

konna karada de sarani syujutsu nante,
rehab ga toozakatte kanashikatta...
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July 27th, haha ga kikoku shita.

Cory kara jiko no shirase wo kiite sugu,
imouto ni ticket wo tehai shitemorai,
yokujitsu niha hikouki ni notte, aini kitekureta.

imamade ha "hitori de hikouki nante norarehenwa"
to shibutteta noni, hitori de hikouki ni tobinotte kita.

20 nichikan, Vancouver ni taizaicyu, mainichi mainichi
asa kara ban made soba ni itekureta.

asa, kao kara ashi no saki made kirei ni fuite kurete,
kigae wo tetsudatte kure te, gohan wo tabesasete kurete,
teashi wo massage shitekurete, hagemashite kurete.

watashi ga kenkou nara, konna byouin-gayoi janaku,
iroiro na kankouchi he asobi ni ittari,
oishi mono tabetari, tanoshii omoide takusan tsukutte moraetanoni.

maiyoru, cory ni tsurerarete kaetteiku haha.
ie ni kaeru to, tsukarete, nanimo tabezu ni nerudake
toiu hi mo sukunakunakatta rashii.

haha ga taizaicyu ni rehab center ni utsureta koto ga
tatta hitotsu no koukou to ieru kana..

haha no kikoku no hi ha attoiuma ni yattekita.

imamade nando mo, kukou ya eki nado de "wakare no toki"
wo keiken shitekita keredo, haha wo miokuru noha hajimete datta.

sugoku sugoku samishikute samishikute, samishikute samishikute.
namida ga afuredete tomaranakatta.
konnani haha no koto wo koishiku omotta noha umarete hajimete kamo.

soshite haha ni annani chikarazuyoku dakishimerareta nomo,
umarete hajimete datta kamo.






yokujitsu, haha kara "buji ni tsuita" to mail ga kita.
kondo ha, watashi ga ie ni modoru koro ni aini kitekureru tte.
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外出許可が出たので、日帰りですが久しぶりに家に帰ってきました!
あの事故の夜から、随分と遠回りになったけど、ようやく辿り着きました。


日本語でタイピングできるので、皆さんにお礼を伝えたくて。

事故からもう6週間が経ちました。
お腹の痛みも随分おさまり、リハビリも順調に進んでいます。

病院からリハビリセンターに移動した時には動かなかった右足は、
指が動くようになり、カカトも少し浮かせるようになりました。
膝が一番パワーがあるようです。
ふと主にも少し筋力があり、今はそれを鍛えているところです。

右足にcaster(ギブス)をつけて、立ち上がることができ、
昨日はcrutches(松葉杖のようなもの)を使って前進することもできました。
”歩いた”とはまだいえないかな・・・


右手の握力も少しずつ強くなってきました。

タイピングも少し前までは、左手だけを使っていたけれど、
今ではゆっくりだけど右手も使うことができます。

人差し指が、他の指よりも少し遅れを取っていて、
たまにイライラしてしますのですが・・・


食欲はあり、皆さんが届けてくれるオイシイ差し入れのおかげもあり、
頬のコケももうなくなったと思います。

夜も良く眠れるようになりました。


事故後すぐの頃は、落ち込むことも多々あったのですが、
今は全てを100%完全にとは言い切れないけれど、現状を受け入れて
ポジティブにリハビリに励んでいます。

毎日毎日、家族、友達、そして私のこのブログを読んで下さっている方々からの
励ましのメッセージを読んで、パワーを沢山もらっています。
本当にありがとうございます。

メッセージ一つずつに返事が出来ていないのが、とても申し訳ないです。
ごめんなさい。

そして料理のブログだったのに、ジメジメと暗いこんな私の体の話になってすいません・・・

早くリハビリを終えて、家に戻り、以前のように美味しいご飯のブログを
かけるように頑張りたいと思います!!
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by chi_cor | 2010-08-21 12:22 | New Life
ryu-doushoku nimo sorosoro narehajimetakoro, ippan byoutou he idou.

konokoro kara, isu ni suwaru rensyu ga hajimatta.
mochiron jibun hitori de idou dekiruwakedeha naku,
asa no hamigaki, sengan kara, fuku no kigae, shokuji,
nanimokamo jibun hitori deha nanimo dekinai hagaisa ni,
doushite konnakoto ni nattanyarou... to
kuyashikute namida ga tomaranakatta.

"tamani ha sotonokuukiwo" to, Cory to okasan ga
isuwo oshite, byouin no genkansaki made tsuretettekureta.
hisashiburi no soto no ku-ki ha honnori amaku yasashii
natsukashii kaori ga shita.

guuzen, free no internet wo mitsuke, mail wo check.
inbox niha 100 chikai new mail ga atta.
minna ga sinipai shite, takusan no message ga todoiteta.
ureshikatta. kanashikatta. setsunakatta. moushiwakenakatta.

mukashi, dokokade yondakotogaaru.
"norikoerarenai shiren wo ataerareru koto ha nai"

ouen shitekureru kazoku no tame, tomodachi no tame,
soshite jibun no tame nimo, shinken ni, tenuki nashi de,
hisshi ni honki de majime ni ganbaranaitoikenai! to omotta.
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August 17th was Cory's Birthday.

I like surprising him on his birthday.

I was thinking what I can do for him this year??


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This is a carrot cake I made!

I took 1 hour to go shopping.
I took 1 hour to get all the stuff to get organise.
I took 2 hours to bake a cake.
I took 2 hours to decolate the cake.


I was soooooooo tired when it's done!

But I am glad I could make it.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORY!

I hope you had a nice birthday.

Thank you for everything.

I love you always!
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by chi_cor | 2010-08-17 03:40 | New Life
minasan, comments arigato- gozaimasu!
henji ha kakete imasenga, subete chanto yomasete itadaite masu.

minasan no ouen wo chikara ni ganbarimasu!!!



syujutugo, 10nichihodo ICU ni ita.

hana ni tube wo irerare, te nimo ikutuka no tube wo sasare
mizu wo nomenai node, kuchibiru ha hibiware, nodo mo karakara
karada ga ugokazu 3jikan goto ni karada woturn shitemorau ga,
sonotabi bi ashi ga sugoi itami wo tomonau keiren ni osowareru
hidari te ha super sensitive notame, bed sheet ga karuku furetadakede
himei wo ageru.
bed ni yoko ni natteirudake de, karada ni itami ga hashiri,
sonotabini itamidome wo nandomo iretemorau.

cory no ryoushin, watashi no haha, tomodachi tachi ga otozurerutabi,
konna sugata deno saikaini, nasakenaku, kanashiku, moushiwakenaku
namida ga deta.

"inochi ga atte yokattane"
to iwareta toki ha fukuzatsu yatta.
hito no tasuke ga naito, nanimo dekinai karada ni nattanoni,
"ikitete yokatta" to sunao ni yorokobenai watashi ha bachiatari nanoka.
demo moshi kono jiko ga, watashi jishin ni dehanaku,
hoka no dareka ni okiteitara, waatashi mo onaji kotoba wo kaketa to omou.

mukashi, watashi ga mada kodomonokoro, aruyoru denwaga natta.
chichi ga koutsu-jiko ni atta tono shirase.
watashi ha ofuro de nakinagara
"inochi dake ha tasuketekudasai"tte inotta.
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Hello every body.
Sorry I couldn't update the blog for a while..

I had a car accident and I was taken to the hospital.
I broke 7th spine and I couldn't move my right hand or right leg.

16 days later, I moved to a rehab center.
I started phisio therapy, ocupation therapy, wheal chair lessons,
education lectures with people who has same kind problems.

And then 5 days later, when I was sleeping at night, my tammy started hurting.
Next day, I was sent back to the same hospital again, and had another surgery.
My small intestine was twisted.

Then again, 5 days later, I went back to the rehab center
and here I am.

The pain I have now is not from the accident but surgery.
It'll take sometime to heal..hopefully in short time.


Thank you everybody for worring, supporting about me and cheering me up.

From now on, I'll update as much as possible.


I am using the pc at this rehab center so I can't type Japanese..
But I can read it so please leave the comment in Japanese if you wish.
Please remember that I might not be able to respond to all the comments, sorry.
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