5. recovery

August 1st 2am kara syujutsu ga hajimari,
nejireteita shouchou 30cm hodo to,
soreni makitsuteuta syuyou wo setujo.

byoushitsu ni hakobare, ichinichiju nemutta.
onaka no itami no okagede chikara ga hairazu
mata, kusuri no seide, memai de guruguru sh8te
jouge-sayu handan dekizu sarani guruguru...

masui no sei de nodo ga igaiga shite,
shitakumonainoni seki ga tomarazu, sonotabi ni
chikara ga kakari, onaka ga itamu..

chikara naku yokotawatteiru dake no suujitsu wo sugoshi,
demo soredemo juncho ni kaifuku shiteirurashiku,
syujutu go 4days de rehab center he okuri kaesareta.

ga, onaka no itami ga madamada tsuyoku,
rehab center ni modottemo, kekkyoku rehab jitai ha
saikai dekizu, sarani 5days netakiri no hibi.

kusuri no ryou ha fueru bakari.
hitotsu itami ga nakunattekita to omottara tsugi no itami.




watashi ni nani ga tarinakute, konna shiren wo ataeraretanoka.
watashi ni kokokara naniwo manabe to iwareteirunoka.

Cory said "this is a speed bump".
chotto slow down shite, yukkuri mae ni susumebaii to.

mainichi no seikatsu no nakade, nanika miotoshiteitamono ga attanoka.
mawari no mmono subete ni, kansha no kimochi ga tarinakattanoka.

korekara slow down shite, yukkuri na jikan no nagare no nakade
jikkuri to jibun to mukiaukoto ni narisou da.
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